Kina Grannis - Valentine

Love, it's a special day
We should celebrate and appreciate
That you and me found something pretty neat
And I know some say this day is arbitrary

But it's a good excuse, put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

Love, I don't need those things
I don't need no ring
I don't need anything
But you with me
'Cause in your company
I feel happy, oh so happy and complete

And it's a good excuse, put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

Yeah, it's a good excuse, put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

So won't you be my honey bee?
Giving me kisses all the time
Be mine, be my Valentine

So won't you be my honey bee?
Giving me sweet kisses all the time
Be mine, be my Valentine

Ohhh, Oh woah, Be my Valentine

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Beastly

Bounjour,
Hi everyone! 
I was watched a movie "Beastly" yesterday with my friends at The Premiere, Emporium.
My friend ,Winda, she's have a new boyfriend and she paid for a ticket yesterday (thank you,honey)
Initially, i wasn't interested in watching this movie. But, after i watched this movie, i felt so melted. Hahaha :)
Really, this is a romance movie and  i really love it ♥

Beastly is a 2011 romantic fantasy film loosely based on Alex Flinn's 2007 novel of the same name. It is a retelling of the fairytale Beauty and the Beast set in modern-day New York City. The film is written and directed by Daniel Barnz and stars Vanessa Hudgens and Alex Pettyfer.

The plot focuses on Kyle Kingson, a wealthy and arrogant high school student. During an environmental event, he disrespects a classmate, who is secretly a witch in disguise. The witch then casts a spell on Kyle to disfigure his body and face, giving him a year to find love or be left with his monstrous appearance forever. -Wikipedia

Cast :

• Alex Pettyfer as Kyle Kingston/Hunter
• Vanessa Hudgens as Linda "Lindy" Taylor
• Mary-Kate Olsen as Kendra Hilferty
• Neil Patrick Harris as Will Fratalli
• Lisa Gay Hamilton as Zola

This movie made me realize something ....

When Lindy said that she love Kyle even he has an ugly face.

This Film was so romantic ♥

It's so sweet when a guy fall in love with a girl.

And, Alex Pettyfer was a Handsome Guy :))

"Love is never ugly"

-Beastly

♥ 

This is life ...

"Dunia ini panggung sandiwara ... ceritanya mudah berubah ..."

My sister sing that song a while ago. And i felt something strange when i hear that song.
Well, i'm not a beautiful girl, not rich, not feminine or even famous and smart.
Have you ever feel, when sometimes your life seems so perfect and everybody will jealous with you? But, suddenly ... BOOOM! it's never happen again.
My life seemed so perfect in the beginning, i had parents who always fulfill my desire, i have grandmother who always loved me no matter my faults and i have sister and brother too, they're also kind.
But, when i was entered my high school, my life have changed.
In the beginning, i think my life will be fine. We can back to our old life.
But, it never happen. it's become worse.
it's more felt when my grandma passed away, 4 month ago. She's sick and i realize that i missed her so much.
I dreamed about her and she held my hand so tight. I know she's know that i'm not okay here.
My parents can't fulfill my desire anymore (there's connection with economic), my relationship with my mom was not good. i'm not closed with her. My grandmother is like my mother, she's my second mom.
I don't know why this problem exist in my family's life.
As i know, this problem will be resolved someday. i hope it fast.
Now, i saw my friends. Maybe they have their own problem. But, i felt that i'm not deserve to be their friends. I just not felt comfort. it looks increasingly obvious difference.
i'm stress, i'm not felt confident again. I feel inferior now.
I just need someone who know my feeling, but i'm not trust with love anymore.
I know love can heal the pain to other people, NOT me.
It's hard for me to find someone who know me so well. It's hard for they to accept me (i think)
No guys who wanted to have a girlfriend like me ....
I have a dream, i want to make my family proud of me someday.
Honestly, i miss my childhood, i dont really need to feel scared with this life.
But i know that God know ...

"In my life there's been heartache and pain

I don't know if I can face it again

Can't stop now, I've traveled so far

To change this lonely life"

-Mariah Carey

Victorian Barbie

Bounjour,
Hari ini g akan nge-post tentang "Victorian Barbie"
Victorian is very gorgeous, Dulu gaya Victorian dibuat dengan gaun panjang dan design yang menumpuk-numpuk. Tapi karena zaman semakin maju , design nya di buat lebih simple dengan panjang dress yang lebih pendek dan warna-warna pastel plus lengkap sama accessories rambutnya ...

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Yeah, i ♥ Victorian :)

I want to lead the Victorian life, surrounded by exquisite clutter.

-Freddie Mercury

nb : now you can download all song on  my blog!

♥